Grumpy

In my effort to be more real on here, the truth is, I'm grumpy! I'm in a rotton, sleep-deprived, one child is sick, one is needy and one is pushing all the buttons bad mood. And I'm frustrated...with my body...with everything, which may be partly to blame for this crumby mood I'm in. Let's just say I've never "worked" normally, I've never been "regular" and at this moment in time, it's driving me crazy! And I don't like having decisions unmade, I like to hash things out right now and make a decision...right now. But there are some decisions that can't be made right now, and at this moment in time...it's driving me crazy! And you may be asking, have I been praying about all this? The answer, yes...but it's been more like stomping my feet around like a two year old and I'm sure God is not amused. But I know He wants my heart, right where it's at, not fancy words or fake holiness...but I also know I can't stop in my tantrum and leave it at this...don't worry, I won't. But here you have it, realness. Thanks for loving me!